Astronaut Discloses Mental Health Struggle In the Wake of Wave of Backlash Following Journey

A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her emotional downturn after being subjected to a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in the spring, which also featured well-known figures.

The high-profile flight was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, recalling a check-in call from a mission companion in the aftermath of the landing.

She portrayed the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she confessed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”

Buried Under Misogyny

The researcher, who has conducted studies in gynecological science and operated research during the flight, said everything she had worked for – including her studies and astronaut training to the historic significance of her roots – was drowned out under the tide of misogyny.

She is widely recognized for her tireless campaigning fighting for justice for survivors of assault.

Her own goal of reaching space was paused after being assaulted during her time as a student, leading to a years-long quest for justice.

A Path to Recovery

Months following fulfilling her dream, she reports that the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the supporters whose messages of encouragement helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she said.

She added that despite the negativity, considerable good had emerged from the mission, including spotlight on her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.

Flight Details

The self-operating spacecraft departed its launch site in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that passed the Kármán line of outer space.

The diverse crew also included accomplished professionals from different industries.

The enterprise behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a well-known tech mogul.